Yasashiku Naritai !

According to what I think, everything in this world is a game.
Actually, I don't actually believe that, but unless I think about it in this way. Everyday is just a repeat of useless stuff.

In a world with all people like kids, the one who becomes "serious" loses the game. If I keep acting cool, and keep my status without getting hurt, I can reach the goal.

I think, youth is doing something no ones ever done or use all your energy until you can no longer go on.

My friend said. "There is nothing I can change. Because I've thought about changing myself in the past. Saying that if you have courage you'll make it or open your heart to others and you'll get along... I don't believe that stuff. I mean, even if I believe and open my heart,I'll just feel miserable.I dont care. I've gotten used to being bullied,It's always like this and probably from now on too."

You can't say that. How can you get used to it? Getting water sprayed on you,getting your lunch thrown out, are you OK with that? Don't decide like you're not gonna change before you even begin. I mean, we have to live through it. Unless you change yourself, you're gonna be picked on for the rest of your life.

By flow is really scary.

Everything is a game. So I gotta have fun. But at the time I didn't know at all that the future would hide something truly dark and deep. There would be a genuine evil that we would have to fight together.

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I only have one desire. To act as the popular kid and have a fun school life.

No one in the world has confidence. Everyone's afraid. Really everyone's so obsessed with themselves, that they have no leisure to think about others. So you don't have to be afraid. First forget about wanting to look good, Let everyone know that you're there.
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I said to my brother, "dont become like me. I mean someone who only tries to make a good impression, but can't actually create anything. But my brother said " you're good person,you dont break promises,and you show off a little bit but I still think you re good guy."

I was worried about myself who had nothing.
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-to be continued-


From "Nobuta wo Produce".
It's like me, so I retell this. ^^